Fire

Darkness is everywhere
I feel it surrounding me
Why can't I find the light?
Where did it go?
I used to have it...
The fire has burned out
Only red embers remain
Can I relight the fire?
Can I bring it back?
Will it ever be the same?

Wait
The flame isn't completely out
Will it grow?
Can it be what it was?
How long will it take?

For now there is just darkness.
Without the fire I feel cold.

I only feel warmth with him
when I am with him I feel the fire
it burns big and bright
as if it had never gone out

I want to feel that all the time
I want to feel the fire wherever I go
what do I have to do?
what am I missing in myself that puts the fire out when he is not near me?